Robert’s Decision Episode 3
January 5, 2008 at 5:25 am (Uncategorized)
Looking around at the interior of the Tokyo subway car it occurred to Robert that the ads, their arrangement and their content had something to say about Japan.
There was the beer ad that featured a man so wound up by his world that seemingly only beer offered release from it, a release so forced through the strictures society had placed upon him that it brought an expression of physical anguish with it, like a dislodged vertbrae being snapped back into place. He could only shake his head in wonder at a society that boxed its people in so tightly that it required chemical surgery of this magnitude. He also had to wonder at the kind of people who would consent to this masochistic living, if indeed it could be called that.
Then there was the subway map itself, which contrary to the western way of doing things did not conform to compass directions. The left side of the map was the east and the right the west. Was this positional relativity a feature of Japanese life? Was it designed to be deliberately confusing or did the Japanese live in a world where constant re-orientation was a fact of life. He had read in a book called the Enigma of Japanese Power that the Japanese morality was relative rather than absolute, that the direction of the poles of right and wrong, like the subway map, could change depending on external circumstances.
Then again, he thought, looking up at the Japanese woman jogging along a beach to sell vitamin supplements, that this woman looked almost exactly like an English woman he had known, loved and left in London. He smirked thinking of the irony of that. Morally relativistic, aren’t we all?
Perhaps that explained why he and everyone around him put up with life in boxes, distorted by social expectations and the grey suited authority of supposedly economic necessity. The beer ad seemed to him almost tragic, the subway ad disappointing. However there jogging woman made it seem universal, like Japan was the rule rather than the exception. Perhaps it was only his outsiders eyes that saw it this way.
He recalled that some big wig at Intel had said that to be successful organizations had to live in a world of perpetual fear bordering on paranoia. This was the new economics of fear where your job could pack its case for India. Doubtless it was the child of the old economics of fear, where your job simply left without telling you. Outsourcing was the new buzz word. However growing up as a child in Glasgow he had known that the shipbuilder’s jobs had moved to South Korea, he just hadn’t had a word for it. Perhaps it only deserved a name when it was middle class people whose jobs were moving? Fear was upwardly mobile it seemed. Was it environmental or was someone messing with the faucet?
The new fear of what tomorrow could bring had many adherents to judge from the people inside th e car. The rule was grey, black and dark blue, as if they were trying to blend together to confuse a predator, whether fickle fate or the amoral market. The occasional flare of color amidst the civilizational pallor seemed as much a blaze of defiance as a style statement. On the other hand fear it occurred to him that fear had pervaded this society completely. The government had started to fingerprint foreigners entering Japan, so the fear was apparently being felt on high as well as down here in the bowels of society. They said that it was to guard against terrorism, obdurately oblivious to the irony that the only terrorists in Japanese history had been home grown. He recalled news reports of the sarin gas attack on the same Tokyo subway system he was himself riding. He shrugged thinking that he could die any number of ways. Living in fear was hardly the answer.
These were desperate people, wound to explosive self destructive tension. Perhaps it was the desperation to find any escape that had turned their moral compass. Then again, pretty girls looking down from ads was universal, so was the cramped interior of this Tokyo subway train a metaphor for modern living, regardless of domicile?


